It’s taken a while to sink in.
You have those moments in your life when you are faced with decisions that leave you wondering “How did I get here?”
I had a meeting with my specialist today. After two weeks of constant back pain and somnolence we decided I needed to trial a break from the drugs that are supposed to bring about my remission. They may give it one last try after that. Then I will have to look at other treatments.
I never thought I would be faced with trying to decided if I wanted children at the age of twenty nine when I am not in a relationship. How do you give that away when you have no idea of what the future may bring?
You have dreams, and those dreams seem further and further out of reach. I guess you just have to claw your way back to them somehow and hold onto them for as long as you can.
